The SCH has gotten bigger but it has stopped bleeding. I am so happy. Knowing you have a life growing inside of you and then to see it disappear is heart wrenching. It is the hardest part of my infertility that I have had to go through. We have been praying all will go okay. I have received multiple blessings. Much of our family and friends, that know, have kept us in their thoughts and prayers. They have put our names in the temple and I even have clients who are doing the same for us. We are so grateful for the outpouring of love. I feel it when I pray and just being here unable to do much I feel the love of everyone and from my savior. I get answers through my scriptures that help me to stay positive. I know that even though my doubts are here, I feel different about this little blip this time. They are a fighter. We are excited that our little blip is growing despite the SCH. That things are continuing to go well for us. The baby's heartbeat is at 176 beats per minute. I am 8 weeks and 1 day. The due date keeps bouncing from January 30th to February 1st. That is okay. :) As long as I stay on bed-rest, I'll be able to continue to help this little baby grow. Hopefully not bleed anymore and the SCH will shrink. I will be so grateful. Thanks for all the prayers and love. I just can't wait to be a mom to this this little hanging bat... (That's what the baby looked like in the ultrasound today.) Can't wait to see our baby grow. I continue to be on bed-rest til everything looks better.
