So I had woken up this morning and felt like I needed to test. I had tested a week and a half prior and had a negative test. I was waiting for the in inevitable that always happens. That sneaky red devil. Something still kept nagging me to test. SO I searched and searched for a test I might have. I found one in with my ovulation strips that I could use. It was the second pee of the morning so it was perfect. As soon as I dipped the strip into the cup, two lines appeared. I thought to myself... that's too fast. This test must be a dud. I went to Target immediately on a mission to find good tests. I bought 6 of them. With every couple hours I tested the same results popped up. I was in shock. I couldn't believe my eyes. I still had a hard time believing it. I kept pinching myself to make sure that I wasn't asleep and in a dream. Let me just say that Aaron and I have finally decided to try Invitro-fertilization. I have made my appointment almost a month prior to my testing. My appointment is tomorrow. I have decided to keep my appointment just in case this pregnancy doesn't turn out with a positive result. We already had plans to go out with friends to a paint party at one our friend Rachelle's club. Club 90. It was so much fun and it really helped me relax. I wanted to make it fun for Aaron to tell him even though it was hard for me to be excited. I like to have him feel apart of things even when things don't turn out with a positive result. We will see what the good Doctor has to say tomorrow. I am hoping that he has some good advice for us and at least a plan for our future.
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